Its been rough lately. I’m still trying to cope with all this. The thought of being a girl for the rest of my life is honestly terrifying. Periods, breasts, pregnancy…
I just can’t deal with this.
I… I don’t think I can keep these hormones under control for much longer. I’ve stopped trying to hide being female now, it has just gotten too hard. Still, being female in public isn’t much as I expected.
I, uhm, well, I was kind of hoping more guys would hit on me.
I mean, I’m not saying I’d like that! But, it would be nice, I guess.
…I guess if I wanted more guys to notice me I’ll have to put more effort into my appearance. A little make-up never hurt, right? Oh… Oh God, what am I saying…
BBC is the best thing that ever happen to me…